Things I Don't Tell My ____

I don't tell my T that I just need to hold her hand.

I don't tell my sister that she got married too young.

I don't tell my roommate that I remember every detail from my nightmares.

I don't tell my family that I struggle every day.

I don't tell my best friend that my eating disorder is still a problem.

I don't tell my friends that I feel like I'm always lying because I'm so different.

I don't tell my doctor that my anxiety levels are so high that I can't breathe.

I don't tell my T that I feel so lost.

I don't tell my mom that I stopped going to church because it was too triggering. 

I don't tell my significant other that I switch more than they realize.

I don't tell my co-worker that I'm scared to go back to work.

I don't tell my dead best friend's husband "I told you so."

I don't tell my roommate that my best friend comes over each morning to make sure I'm okay.

I don't tell my T that I'm desperate to remember all of the bad things because I'm afraid of not knowing the truth.

I don't tell my sister that I remember those memories/events too.

I don't tell my friend R that I still don't trust her. 

I don't tell my dad that I don't believe in everything he believes in. 

I don't tell my pharmacist that he's a pain in the @$$.

I don't tell my T that I still have many secrets she doesn't know about.


*Bee