Sunday, October 2, 2011

I Am Ready! Bring It On!

I have had the amazing opportunity to move in with some beyond amazing girls who have changed and are changing my life for the better. I have never been so happy all the time in my entire life. No matter what kind of day I've had, as soon as I walk into my house a smile appears on my face simply because the energy is so good and happy and I feel loved. I feel accepted. I feel at peace and safe. For the first time in my life, I know what "home" feels like.

The three times I have had to go back to my parents house (for whatever reason - borrowed/returned something, birthday, etc) since I've moved out, I've hated the feeling/energy in their house and I just wanted to leave it. All of my friends and co-workers have been commenting on how much happier I've been and how happy I look all the time. Even my twin sister says she can tell that my whole life has turned around in these last 3 weeks.

This is probably the best thing I could have ever done for myself and my alters. I am so blessed to have found this house and these amazing girls to be my roommates. We have all instantly become really good friends and I know that this is where I am supposed to be right now. I am so excited to finally be able to do some serious work in therapy so I can heal and really move on in life.

I AM READY! BRING IT ON!


*Bee

5 comments:

  1. I am so happy for you!
    Lothlorien

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  2. I'm glad you have found somewhere you feel at home. It's important to have a place to feel safe.

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  3. What a wonderful post!!! I can feel the excitement and happiness in it!!! Live your life!! Be happy!!! :)

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  4. this is fantastic, im so happy for u that ur in such a good place
    Alice x

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  5. Oh Bee, that is so fantastic! I just said "Yay!" out loud. ;-)

    ~Kali

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