(This blog post was supposed to be for Thursday, but Blogger was having issues)
I've always had to be strong.
I feel like I never had the choice to be anything other than strong.
I couldn't cry. I couldn't show that I was in pain.
I couldn't show that I was weak.
I couldn't write about it or talk about it.
Instead, I created people inside of me to carry the burden of always being strong.
Today, I felt as if I couldn't be strong anymore.
I found myself wanting someone to take care of me - someone to protect me so I didn't have to be so strong.
But there is no one. I sat in my car, driving around aimlessly, and crying my soul out.
I cried until I couldn't feel anything but numbness.
And now I build up my wall, stronger than ever, so tomorrow I can be strong again.
Never shall I ever show anything but strength. Because without this, I would break...