I'm almost there... you know... to the Breaking Point.
I feel like I'm losing it. I feel like everything is lost and confusing and unbearably hard.
I feel depressed and alone and scared. I feel like things are impossible.
But tomorrow I have to put on the "I'm okay" mask. I have to be confident, secure, and happy. I have to be brave, courageous, understanding, and hopeful. I have to be a leader, a friend, a helping hand. I have to be okay, even when underneath it feels like I will fall to pieces at any moment.
And somehow I will do it.
But right now I'm standing at the bottom of Mt. Everest with no climbing gear in hand, and I'm expected to reach the top.