Monday, August 2, 2010


So last week on Thursday (the 29th) I had a very intense experience. I want to write about it but I feel I still need to process it for a few more days before I really dive into it.

For those of you who may have come to my blog over the past few days might have noticed that my split's names have shrunken and my splits (alters) page is no longer there. This is because another therapist tried a new integration process on me and it ended very badly. Again, I will write about it soon.

Today I met with my T and we were able to bring some of the main splits back, which has been a huge blessing already and it has only been a couple of hours.

I also signed in about 10 minutes ago and saw that my blog background is no longer able to show up, so I have redone my blog. I found some bee stuff and it made me so happy! I hope you all like it too.


P.S. Thank you to all of you who have been emailing me over the past few days. It has been a huge blessing and I appreciate it so much.


  1. I just LOVE your new background!


  2. I'm sorry to hear how things went with a new therapist ended badly, though it's good that you met with your therapist today.
    Your new background is very cute :)

    Take care,
    Cassie x

  3. I totally understand the need to process a bit before sharing. I am the same way when I go through something major.

  4. You sound SO much better. And the background is awesome.


  5. Wow, you've been through a lot! So glad you're on the mend, so to speak. The new background is adorable!

  6. Just visited here with my actual computer (not iPhone), and wow! I LOVE you're new template! It is adorable and so cheery. It made me smile. I love it!


  7. So sorry about the new therapist. I'm glad your main splits are coming back. I like the new background, too!



  8. Thank you all so much for your comments! I'm glad you like the new background :)


  9. I know I'm new and I don't know
    what it looked like before but
    for me...
    I really like the bee theme. The
    little fellow on the right makes me
    smile, the buttons are great and
    it's yellow (my fave color!).
    I feel very comfortable coming
    here and hanging out for awhile.



    ps.. I set up a private email so that I
    could have an avie too. :)

  10. Tobinvisable,

    Thank you! My background before was kind of like a scrapbook page. I found this one and instantly fell in love with it! It goes perfect with me and my system, since we call ourselves The Beehive.

  11. Yes I do. I haven't been able to lately though because I have been so busy, but some of my splits (alters) do it more often than I do and they love it.